Ohh, what the hell... I'll give it a try

Again, long time no post...
Lot has happened that I just could't find any time.
Beautiful weekend.. decided to do some 'spring cleaning'.. I got impatient with my husband, and decided to move a older, more sturdy (and heavy too) couch on my own. That didn't work quite so well... landed my self right into the hospital. I had a chest wall strain & pulled muscles in my back. The doctor wanted me to be off of work for a few days, but I was not going to have that. I need money! I took the firts day off, I was to drugged up to go in anyways. Now I am suppsto be on a light duty for the rest of the week. I think I can do that being the supervisor.
I have to run for now, have alot of calls to make since everything was closed yesterday...
Also, BB gave me the letter 'F'... the things I can think of with that letter:)

I have just been so busy, that I haven't had any spare time to post on here. My family is just plain messed up!!!
My aunt who don't work, has never worked.. Thinks that I have all the time in the world to help her move... NOT!!! People think that I should work full time, then also find time for them! I have a husband & a son that needs my time more! Tough shit for my aunt. She has a grown son that can help her!!!!!! My brother, who also don't work, got mad at me over the weekend because I told him that I wasn't going to be there to help her move. I worked until 3:00pm Sunday, then wanted to have a Sunday dinner with my hubby & son... What's so wrong with that?? They all act like I'm a terrible person because I work & have a family of my own! Bullshit!!
On a lighter note.. Jamie had fun making his new board game. I think it's pretty good. Hopefully the teacher thinks so too. He put time & effort into this, for 10 years old, that's hard to do! The parents can go to the school Friday morning to view all the inventions, I haven't decided if I'm going to go yet. I guess I'll wait & see how I am feeling that morning, since I work that night. Jamie would be happy to see mom there though, so I might do it, just for that:) I loose out on time with him since my shifts have changed. He is a mamma's boy, and I love that! He is such a good kid, that I feel bad about our time together has been cut, but in the long run, he'll know I did it so he can have a better life. A good parent always makes sacrifices for their children. I know too many people that don't, and it's always the children that suffer. That makes me sick!

Work yesterday was just OK! I won't go into details, but has anyone ever worked with 'BIG' people that are just plain lazy?? I get really sick of it.

Dressing up my 'myspace' page is kinda fun. Thats about all I'm gonna do with it. Nothing like I do with this one. I may post something here & there, but.. thats more for kids. I'm just liking the fact that I can have a wolf on my front page there:) I add a little to that page here & there, but I'm NOT going to put my life out there on something like that... too many people do these days. It's a real shame that some parents don't realize what their kids are doing on there!! I still have alot to learn about 'blogging'. I'm learning one day at a time though. Trial & error!! That's pretty much how everyone leans things in life.

I'm feeling a little better today, not much though. I might want to try to get into my doctor for something for my tummy. Been 'pukey' for about a week now. This weather just messes with my whole body. I hate weather changes, maybe I should move somewhere that it isn't so bad.

Well, I should get on with my day.. I have to work later & I havn't even got off my ass for anything yet:(

OK, it is still raining here in Massillon, Ohio. The news is calling for it 'all day'. No wonder I'm not feeling the greatest! I even left work at 8:00 last night.. Felt 'pukey' all night. Thank God that it wasn't too busy!!

I get to go to work here in a little bit, good thing that it is a short shift today. The was that I feel, I don't think I could make it too long there today:(

My friend talked me into a 'myspace' blog. I don't think I will post as much there as I do here. But, I seem to be having fun setting up the page.. A lot of neat stuff you can do to personalize your page. It's stupid I know, but what the hell!

So far the new board game idea for Jamie's school thing is going to be good. Now the fun begins. He gets to write a report, make the game.. Everything. But, this is easy enough for a kid his age to do.

Ok, I have to get ready for work... I'll be back later to update..

It is still raining.. This has got to stop! I can't kick Jamie outside after school, or nothing:( I understand that we have to have rain for the plants & trees and whatever else, but enough is enough!

Jamie & I decided that he would create a new board game for his little school project. I think this is simple enough for a 10 year old. He is taking the paper to school today to see if we can do that. I understand that we have him in a 'higher education' school district, but come on people.. He is only 10!! They are expecting too much out of a 10 year old. I thought that the math he was bringing home was bad enough, but this sure tops that!! Dad was thinking about taking him out of this school district, but I won't have it!

I have to work tonight. Maybe with all of this rain, it will be slow. This weather really messes with my head... I get the worse headaches & I can't get rid of them.

I have quiet time right now.. I love this time! I just wish that my body would let me sleep in once in a while. I will be up until about 2:00 am tonight, and back up at 6:00 am tomorrow. No wonder I am always so tired on the weekends.

OK, I go to the store today to pick up a couple of things...

Am I the only parent in the world that cares about my young child!?!?!?!?!?

I seen kids RUNNING around the store, pushing shopping carts at high speed, with even smaller ones in the cart. What would happen if this little boy couldn't of stopped that cart & smacked it into someone or something? The tiny little girl that was in the cart was standing up too!! These kids are screaming & acting like they are out on a playground.
At a different store.. There was this little girl, she had to be about 4 years old.. The adult that was with her ( I think it was grandma) just left her standing there, by herself to go and get a few things. I was standing there looking at something at the time. This woman don't know me.. I could of VERY easily took this little girl, and headed right out of the store with her. What are people thinking these days?? If you take children to the store with you.. Please keep a eye on them! There are just too damn many freaks out here in this world. I don't give a shit if it embarrasses my son, I still make sure to hold his hand in parking lots, and make sure he is ALWAYS in my site when we are out in public!!!

Things are rather peaceful right now. Kid at school, husband sleeping in and I haven't woke the birds up yet. I can hear them moving around in their cage, but I'm not taking their cover off just yet. I want to enjoy the quiet time for now:)

At first, I thought this blogging thing was weird, now I see it as a way of expressing thoughts & feelings. I keep in touch with my whole 2 friends here:) Not only that, I found it useful the night I couldn't sleep, got things off of my mind, and was able to sleep after that. I am still very baffled about all of these 'myspace' blogs though! My good friend & I both have a niece that both have one... They are putting them selves out there for the world to see them as idiots! Then I browse their friends sites & they are idiots too! I just can't believe the things that they say on them.

I got a great suggestions from both grandma's on the school project. Gonna try it.. A talking smoke alarm. Run this past the teacher & see if this has been done.

I'm sure I'll be back later to add more to my post......................................

We sure have been having some yucky weather!! This rain needs to stop.. It's cold outside. I even had to turn my heat back on here. This is May.. Shouldn't be having such chilly weather right now!!

OK.. Now I am told that we can't do the rotating picture frame.. That we have to think of something else. This is really getting to me, I have no idea what has not been invented, and what a 10 year old can do... Any ideas?????? It took us all week to come up with that idea. This is just too hard for a 4th grader to do!!!!! It pisses me off!!!!

Work has been going OK. Ready for tomorrow off, that's for sure. I am going to my mom's tonight to work on her computer some more for her, then I will have all of tomorrow to myself. Just the general cleaning, homework, cooking dinner, and the normal, 'mom, mom, mom, mom, mom, mom, mom'. That's OK thought, I wouldn't have it any other way:)

Friday night Jaime had a sleep over at a friends house, came home Saturday sooo tired, he tried to nap all day long. Dad & I didn't let him sleep, we was going to make sure that he slept that night. There was also a lesson there too.. That if he don't get a good education, that this is what life is going to be like! Always tired, can't nap, the whole nine yards! Hopefully he learned a lesson from all of this. He thought that it was OK to bring home 2 D papers in 1 week... NOT!!! Those kind of grades won't get him a good job!!

Now I'm off to help with tonight's homework and then computer work...................

How to make a Tab

Ingredients: 5 parts anger 1 part courage 5 parts joy

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lovability and a pinch of salt. Yum!

My body is beaten & battered right now! I am so tired.. But, that's OK. It will all be worth it in the end....I HOPE!! I feel like I am trying to come down with something too. That's all I need right now. Let's just hope that it's because I'm tired!! And, get this... I get to take 'tests' too:). All for the new position at work... it BETTER be worth it!!

My son has to 'invent' something for his 4th grade class. Gezz, the work that 4th grades have to do these days!! I tell ya, this should be for high school kids!!We brain stormed all week, and finally came up with a rotating picture frame. This is going to be fun:(
We get to go & buy everything to make it, then in the evenings that I don't work, we get to put it together. FUN...FUN!!

A good friend of mine sent me this in a e-mail and I thought that I would share it with everyone...

Some people are like Slinkies. They're really good for nothing. But they still bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs.

What is it with the 'myspace' blogs?? Don't these kids know the dangers of these things? Some kids these days!! I sit here & read some of the things that they post online.. and it's really sad. It's like everyone has one anymore.. guess I'm a nobody. I would never put myself out there like these kids do. They talk about sex & drugs like its nothing for 13-14 year old girls to be doing these things all of the time. That's just sickening!!

These past few days have been kinda crazy...
Friday I worked 3:00pm-12:00a., Saturday, 7:45am-2:24pm, Sunday 6:30am-3:15pm, and today, 5:15am-2:15pm. After work today, I went to my mom's to do some work on her computer for her. Just no time for any rest anywhere in there:( I finally have a day off tomorrow, I think I need it... But my house has went to shit, guess I'll have to do some cleaning.

The training at work has been going ok, just wish I could figure things out quicker.

Just found out yesterday that my mom got laid off from her job. She is going to be 64 years old this month & will be forced into early retirement just to keep paying her bills. She can get unemployment for sometime, then after that apply for Social Security. I'm keeping her in my thoughts & prayers.

Well, that's about it for tonight.. Good Night!!

Last night I worked my first shift as a supervisor..
All & all it wasn't too bad. Just a little hard to stay up that late since I have been on days for the last 2 years.
I don't think I will have a problem doing the job itself. Seems easy enough. Like I said in my last post, it's just getting things worked out with everything else:(
I know that today that I am really tired. Just a matter of getting used to it.
My son is so sweet, he had a note for me when I got home. Then I got really big hugs this morning. I don't think he even knew what to think.
Well, I'm off to relax.. I'm pooped!!

I have so much on my mind tonight, that I can't even relax enough to sleep.
I start my training tomorrow at my job, which I'm sure that I will do OK at.
I have a friend at work going through troubles of her own, wondering how she has made out.
I'm still not totally sure how I am going to work out all of my child care for the nights that I work.
I need to find another car.
I just have so many things going through my head. Maybe putting this into print tonight will help me relax enough to sleep. I sure hope so. I want to get up with my son in the morning to see him off to school, since I won't get a chance to see him after school tomorrow. He is such a great kid.. He knows that with me taking this job, that he won't see me as much. He likes the fact that I won't have to work as hard everyday.
Football will start up in August for him, not sure how I am going to swing that yet. This is something that he really enjoys. I guess that I have a lot to think about. Maybe just getting the training, then telling my boss that I can't do it full time, but can be a fill in supervisor.. I just don't know yet.

I guess I will just have to wait & see how thing are going, and what I can do during his football season. That is still a couple months away. I have some time to think about it.

I'm going to try to lay back down, and maybe relax my mind..

Ok, why is it on the nights you can sleep.. the alarm has to get you up? Geesh, I just can't be heppy either way.
I will be starting a new position with my job on Wed. wish me luck everyone. I think i'm gonna need it:(